Silence

 

My heart is pounding

faster and faster

it feels like I ran for miles

chasing for something

My breath is heavy

excruciatingly breathing

in front of the monitor

thinking what future ahead of me

I wonder if my honesty is wrong

or my loyalty is wrecked?

I cannot break some silence

under the pressure of becoming successful

I want to cry out

but my voice is unheard

I want to cry

but my bills are waiting

I realized one thing

I am chasing my dreams desperately

that no allotted schedule time for

new heartbreaks and betrayals